And yes, I did cry. And I'm not ashamed to admit it. So there.
It's so weird (and SO NERDY of me) that watching this movie has gotten me into a bit of a lonely mood. Weird right? I mean, come on, it's Harry Potter. But I really miss my friends from home... DC and Colorado. And, despite all assumptions, I'm lonely for companionship, not a boyfriend. I just want to clear that up.
Harry Potter is the kind of thing I "celebrate" with my friends. I have been to all the midnight book releases with friends, have seen the midnight showing of the films as well...
I saw the film with my flatmate, Maddie, who is also from the States. I was glad to have someone to go with, but I still don't know her, or anyone else, well enough to really just let myself go. I am always myself, always bubbly, old me. But I haven't really gotten to "hugging" terms yet with anyone. So it's kind of weird because I'm a really huggy person. All the kids I got close enough to hug on Orientation ended up going to different parts of the country. :/
I wish I could have seen this movie at midnight with Jamie or Kevin or Kaia or AJ or Wade. It would have been so much more fun. But hey, I'm here for a reason. I gotta trust God in all of this. There's something bigger than me going on here too and I can't be selfish asking why, after only a week, I haven't got a hugging buddy. :)
I suppose I wrote this blog to just let you all know I miss you.
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